Friday, November 14, 2008

random fear

Life is like a roller coaster. I used to say such line without really experience the "feel" of roller coaster. eh, although i had taken such rides when i was very young (in primary school i think) but that time was different. that time i dont really know how to be scared, or rather i dont really know ride going to move so i dont really count that experience as experience. But now, i can say it with pride or whatever, cause i had taken a true real roller coaster ride (although is lao kok kok version from singapore escape).
Hmm, perhaps i have become more timid, not as brave as small yb. Or maybe by knowing more ( knowing how the path of the collar coaster, the past accident.....) makes me more timid?
And all i can say is the experience (vroom vroom wet) to me was scary! although KL, YX, ZJ dont really feel so.
But i really feel my life is like the vroom vroom wet or whatever it is called. Cause life seem to be slow when you are fearing or anticipating some big scary event. Just like how the boat move so slowly before going up the tall tall ramp. And when the boat is moving up the rusting ramp, is just like the few days before exam, the fear, the anxiety are getting more intense to the sense that i want to give up but there is no way of doing it. just like when the boat is moving upward, i feel like pressing a STOP button and get down, i cant. So i started screaming for help even before the boat reach the highest point. And when the boat reached its highest point, i scream louder! but everything is back to normal in just 2seconds. Fast. and i am glad that i didnt fly out but i slipped over to kl's seat :X , and the vroom vroom wet got 2 slopes per round. Just like my school term, 1 year got 2 sems. And I am glad that the vroom vroom wet did not continue for another 3 more rounds.

p.s. i am now going for second round and at the slow paced river, waiting to go up the first ramp and vrooommmmmmmmmmm.
Wish me luck.

21 nov - prof communication
22 nov - IS application
24 nov - Law
25 nov - structural system
02 dec - DTM
04 dec - nature & society
FREEEEEEEEEEEE from 4 dec 7pm :)

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