When everythings just dont feel right....

But still....
I know i shouldnt fa pi qi with my mum, she just abit naggy....
But i already so not feeling well (xiang vomit, hands and feets feeling cold), with the stress from the 4pm email,
i cant help but to shout at her asking her to shut up.
Sorry...

Whats more, everything just dont seems right from the start of the week.

I feel so aimless now...
Really lost the interest in studying....
The thought of modules bidding, tutorial balloting, projects, mid term, presentation and exam simply just put me in a state of blank!
Perhaps the past experience was just too bad for me...

Can i survive another 2 years?

And after the 2 yrs, will i be happy doing what i've learned for the past 2 yrs?
Am i able to take that type of stress, survive in that environment?
I totally have no back-up plan for myself....
Feel so useless now....
:'(