want to vs have to

I need to make a new spec after exam....
I want to do treatment after exam...(i deserve a good head massage after this long torture!!!!!!!)
I want to read mitch albom's latest book! (already reserved from NLB :) )
I want to eat good food!
I want to escape from the city, to the nature!!
I want to pack my room.
I want to re-connect.
I want to watch all the 9pm "together?"
I want to go cycling
I want to play badminton!
I want to play mahjong
I want to play with lele
I want to go HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KL!!!! u saw thisss?????

Ok, before all these can come true, i HAVE to go back to my energy :(