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the saddest thing about death is not the person who is dead. Its about the love ones who are left behind

Life will no longer be the same. Seeing the dead body is like so close...yet so far. The "no-response" from the dead person is really hard to get used especially for the love ones. Imagine one year ago, everything was normal, and today, no matter how hard you cried, how much you tell the person that you missed the person and when you just collapse, this special person will never be there for you ever again...

some simple thing in life like for example, the person will no longer be there to ask you to eat when the meal is ready.

Im scare....im very scared of this happening to me. And yesterday, I have learned something very very important:

That is to treasure my family and do not take them for granted.